I want a baby...I'm 26 and have tried to fight baby syndrome, please tell me your opinion?

I understand that you have this desire to become a mother but I don't think you should do it for the reasons you are saying. It is kind of like being in a relationship. You can't depend on other person to make life worth living. It sounds like you need to find your purpose in life before you decide to shape another human beings' life. What I think might happen if you have a chilld now, you will cling to it in an unhealthy way because you will NEED this child to fulfill your needs of being needed. Or you might find out that your child can't fulfill this need. Then you'll really be disappointed. Having a child is a really big deal. I think you need to truly examine your reasons for wanting. Is it because it will be a wonderful addition to your life or will it BE your life.